This may be a
strange topic for a cartoonist’s blog, but, hey, cartoonists - possibly more than
others - can cover just about any topic you can think of. As long as we are funny while doing so.
My latest
commentary (or rant?) is about the intricate bonding of a person’s identity to
their online persona and connection to today’s technology communication
channels.
There are many
statistics and demographic studies these days that point up how much time,
energy, and attention is spent by the average person online- browsing, social
media, Twitter, Instagram, on and on.
The question that
comes to mind is, if all of this were to suddenly disappear, where would the
average person be? WHO would they be?
I actually had a
small-world version of this happen today. Over the last few weeks, my Google
Chrome (which I use for my Windows 10) began to stall and crash. Then,
suddenly, that alarming alert window appears out of nowhere. “You have a Zeus virus-
Microsoft is down! Call this number right away or all of your data will be
lost!” Computer now frozen.
I called Tech
Support at Time-Warner (oops, Spectrum these days) and was advised that this is
a scam, and not to call the number. I was told to take the computer immediately
to Best Buy to the Geek Squad, as it was infected with ransom-ware. That’s
where you call the number on the alert, the guy pretends to be Microsoft, and
guides you to unwittingly give them access to your computer. Then you have to
pay $500 to get control of your computer back!
Luckily I was
aware of this and it all turned out well, as I never called the number. Unlike
what the agent predicted, I did not in fact have to re-install Windows and
erase all the content of my computer. The guy at Best Buy showed me a simple
way to exit off the alert, no big changes needed.
But during those
hours of queasy dread as I hauled off to Best Buy, I had an existential crisis
of sorts. I realized that my computer had become my lifeline and there was
literally almost no action I could take in life without my computer.
I work from home, so
all my business records, links, docs, are on this computer. All my artwork, art
connections, and data are on this computer. All my precious photos are here. I
need not go on- I’m sure your computer is the same.
Suddenly I was
forced to face the prospect of losing all that data and starting over, and not
having computer access for at least a day. Yeah, yeah, I run a backup every
month on my computer. But who knows how to take the backup drive and re-load
everything again? Not me, that’s for sure. That would lead to another
exhausting bout of anxiety, more calls to Tech Support and more. And more days
offline. What crucial posts and communications would I be missing during this
time? I'm having a panic attack after being offline for even an hour.
A friend of mine
refers to the online community as a “hive-mind” and he may be right. For me,
the prospect of being disconnected even for a short time from "the hive" was, I confess,
horrifying.
But underneath all
this is a more philosophical point. Where have our identities gone? Are they
really merged with our online persona? Are our physical lives in the real world
becoming just a sideline activity? If I were to lose all my files, docs, and
art, what would be left of me? Would anyone know I was here? Would I know I was here?
After this crisis, one thing I can
say is that I have taken all my cartoon art and backed it up on a good,
old-fashioned large-volume thumb drive. So if it all goes down, I have the one
thing left and right to hand that is really precious to me - my cartoons.
Cartooning gives
one a sense of identity. It may not be something in the physical world like
singing, or throwing a clay pot. But each cartoonist has their own unique style
and their own voice. So far, every cartoonist I have met told me they started
cartooning at a very early age (5 years and up) and never stopped. There’s got
to be a reason. For a cartoonist, each cartoon is an expression of themselves and
the essence of their being.
Not to get all
lofty, as cartooning is also just plain fun. So that’s all for now. I’m off to
start my next cartoons- which are on physical universe paper with ink and water
colors. After all this, I need something I can touch.
Here’s a cartoon I
made to put all this fuzzy thought into picture form.
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